Day 1

So, today I started my weight loss journey (again). How many of you reading this have started MANY of these journeys? I feel sick. I’m so scared that this is going to be yet another failure, and I don’t think I could cope.

I’m 43 years old and I have been fat my entire adult life. Think about that for a minute… I don’t know what it’s like to be a grown woman and not be ashamed and insecure about how I look.

I haven’t always been as big as I am now, but I have never been happy with the way I look.

Ok, my weight and measurements are done. Painful, but bearable. After all they are just abstract numbers on a piece of paper. The real pain was the photos. It seriously caused me physical pain to look at them. Here, share my pain !!

Before1Before4

 

I am not, I repeat NOT pregnant in these photos.

So, let’s see how this goes.

 

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